I Will Live to Love You

We sort of chose our classes for next year today. I chose marketing and international business. And i was quite happy coz the places were snapped up in ONE MIN. Thank God man. BUT THEN i asked around and i found out that a big grp from my old class, most whom i'm closer to, chose some other thing. WHAM. Just reminded me of how 'out' i was, even with my so called closer grp. Reminded me of the loneliness in school. And its gonna be weird to see them in school, coz i'll feel like a JUDAS. Feels like i PANG SEH them man. Argh but i didnt know wad.

OK. TIME TO CHANGE GLASSES. NOW LOOKING FROM GOD'S EYES:

It's a new chance to reach out to new ppl man!! Whoo!! Sometimes He juz turns sadness into excitement. A new mission. New salvations. I'm ready. I'm been slackin in my old project group; now it's time i be more proactive!And hardworking..AH. New group to lead in crusade. Wow tough year ahead.

Life's unfair yea. OH RIGHT SATAN; but didn't He say HE'S FOR US? Who can be against us? Not you. Coz You're still God's servant. Even if you don't like it. HARHAR.

That's it man. God's FOR US. He's for us and wants the best FOR US. And we were made FOR HIM. Not made to make this world happy or even satan happy. And God knows what He's doing in our lives.

Actually in the end, whatever happens dosen't really matter. Since we're just living to love Him. Since we're just living to praise Him. Nothing else matters. Throw whatever you want at me Satan. No...satan. You don't deserve a capital letter. HARHARHAR. God is FOR ME. And till I see Him face to face and grace amazing takes me home, I'll trust in Him. I'll be faithful to my Lord.

You alone are God of all
You alone are worthy Lord
And with all I am my soul will bless Your name