ADIOS!

It's weird.

I've been telling people how I've been refreshed and all; how it's been a good time here with God and everything. But I'll be back home tomorrow, and I must say that I sometimes I feel worse then when I came. I asked for healing, but it seems like there's more hurt. I asked for deliverance, but the thorn just grows bigger. I ask for answers; I hear none. I end up more discouraged; more angry. I'm lost. I feel disgusted with myself; for the big mistakes I made that caused pain I could have done without; all my selfish thoughts. Big regrets. And i'm scared of the year ahead. Will it be the same??

Somehow, Doctor God will do the surgery in His time. He knows exactly when we need an operation. Because to Him it's not about time, and this surgery is not only about healing. It's more than that. I know after the op, I'll be stronger than before. I'm so thankful for Romans 8:28, coz if all our mistakes can never be used for good, that'll be soso sad.

Thank God for second chances.

"Ocean Floor" by Audio Adrenaline

The mistakes I've made
That caused pain I could have done without
All my selfish thoughts
All my pride
The things I hide
You have forgot about

They're all behind you
They'll never find you
They're on the ocean floor
Your sins are forgotten
They're on the bottom
Of the ocean floor


Adios Audio Adrenaline.

Adios Vietnam! Will miss you. But I've got a new life to live back home :):)

On the brighter side, I've learnt so much!! Thank you all back home, for your prayers and everything. Really appreciate it. Generally, I've enjoyed my time here, and will definitely miss the slackness when school starts. Haha. Byebye.

And the sound of Your Name
Is a beautiful thing
I love You, I love You, I love You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!