God is for me; NEVER against me
God's agenda above mine. It's alright if things don't go the way I want. Because when we follow God's agenda, things will be BETTER than what we wanted. He knows best.
I wanted to pray for Rudy after service, to try and look at the needs of others instead of my own, especially after the sermon, which reminded that it's not about me. But then he finished sharing, and asked me how I was. And just at that moment, Derek Ho started playing "I Could Sing", which at that very minute, seemed like the most emo song ever composed. I couldn't take it. I'm just scared and confused. No one saw though, and that's good in a way.
It feels as though God's against me sometimes, and that He's playing around with my life. Can't trace His hand, yet difficult to trust His heart too. Getting back to the simple fact that God's good all the time. ALL THE TIME.
Father I surrender all my fears into Your hands, knowing that I'm walking in Your will and that there's nothing to be afraid of in Your presence. Help me focus on You and place Your agenda above mine, looking at the needs of others and trusting in Your perfect ways. It's not about me. Amen.
Anyway, went to study after church with 2 crazy people, and I thank God for them. Exams!!!!!! But that means holidays soon. To all who are still trapped in the cruel world of studies: JIAYOU.
Blessed week all.
I wanted to pray for Rudy after service, to try and look at the needs of others instead of my own, especially after the sermon, which reminded that it's not about me. But then he finished sharing, and asked me how I was. And just at that moment, Derek Ho started playing "I Could Sing", which at that very minute, seemed like the most emo song ever composed. I couldn't take it. I'm just scared and confused. No one saw though, and that's good in a way.
It feels as though God's against me sometimes, and that He's playing around with my life. Can't trace His hand, yet difficult to trust His heart too. Getting back to the simple fact that God's good all the time. ALL THE TIME.
Father I surrender all my fears into Your hands, knowing that I'm walking in Your will and that there's nothing to be afraid of in Your presence. Help me focus on You and place Your agenda above mine, looking at the needs of others and trusting in Your perfect ways. It's not about me. Amen.
Anyway, went to study after church with 2 crazy people, and I thank God for them. Exams!!!!!! But that means holidays soon. To all who are still trapped in the cruel world of studies: JIAYOU.
Blessed week all.
posted by Kevin at 10:25 PM
3 Comments:
hey!!! hang in there!!! jus a few more weeks and you're FREE LIKE A BIRD!!! haha... and i can study with you now!!! =D jia you!
HEY KEVIN JIAYOU! :D
ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR EXAMS TOO!
ANYTIME YOU NEED A LISTENING EAR, THERE'S ONE AVAILABLE HERE! (:
yeah press on dude :) i saw you after service...when that derek played that song that struck you...so i thought you could do with some company after that. who are the 2 wonderful company you had that day anyway???sounds like really awesome people..i'd like to meet them too ;)
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