Sunday, July 29, 2007

Blindspots

I'm looking forward to exams. HAHA. Weird man. I think i'm looking forward to the holidays, which is right after exams, and looking forward to getting over and done with the presentations, which will be before the exams. Don't make sense? I juz woke up:)

I know i'm forgiven for the past angry week, and its going to be difficult for the next week. Loving your neighbour has never become so difficult and real.

Had great times meeting up and chilling with people. Nice chat with Aud, and chilling with Don and Aud, Rufus and Marshall at Crazy Elephant. Deaf after that. LOUD is GOOD.:p Youthphoria at the beach was excellant, and time at Vivo after that was so precious. Can't wait for Kel to be back on wed!!

Blindspots. Oh yea. What a nuisance. I forgot about them after driving school. Who likes checking blind spots? After all, I think I have a good view of everything already. And that I'm in the right anyway. 'Maybe that bike should think twice about about staying on my side.' 'WHY SHOULD I CHECK?' He's the one at the losing end. I'm not going to care. Or maybe its that irritating car over there. 'He's behind me, so he should look out'. What happens in the end? People get hurt. At least one party; usually both. All in the name of selfishness, pride and not understanding the other party.

I know i get angry with God because I don't understand Him sometimes. But from now on i'll make a choice to not flare up and blame Him when I can't even see my own blindspots. I know that there MUST be something which I don't understand right now, but when I finally do, I'll be so thankful for what God's doing, and i'll slap myself for being pissed off. And the same for people. I know that so many times, it's my own blindspots of selfishness, expectations, unappreciation and taking others for granted, and letting my mind play tricks on me, that I so easily come up with my own conclusions and start the anger party. And sometimes people get hurt.

Won't there be less misunderstandings and anger and conflicts if everyone check their blindspots regularly? How peaceful the world will be; if the Talibans understood us. Or we understood them. OKAY OUT OF POINT. Hmmmm but you get the idea. And I'm so gonna be checking my blindspots too. Time to start preventing 'accidents' because of my rashness and selfishness. In fact I'll be thanking God for everyone He's made wonderfully; that we're different. That we all don't 'drive' like exactly the same style, but we have different habits, whether good or not. But I know that checking blindspots will almost be a cure for disappointment as well, because love sets in and we react with the Fruits of the Spirit instead of devilish behaviours.

Looking at the things you don't normally see; what a better place the world will be.

I thank God for Maverick, because of the joy he brings to those around. SO CUUUTE. Hahaha. God bless ya'll and wish you Jesus for a new week!

2 Comments:

Blogger secret said...

"God why are You so petty and childish? If wanna tell me something, just speak lar!

Look who's the petty one.

But it's tough sometimes, when you get mixed signals from God. Don't even know if it's Him"

i can identify with that sometimes...ha ha...

and i like your rubiks cube analogy :)the entry super long ago. cheers! all the best for poly stuff ;D

8:07 AM  
Blogger Kevin said...

What a surprise! Haha nice to see u here..thx 4 dropping by! Jiayou in RJ too, and keep da lame jokes comin:) Still waiting for the Doulos bus...

5:14 AM  

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