Stronger

My lesson here may struck some of you as it has struck me. Thx Deblam.

My Dad's always overseas, and for years, the home has often without a mature male for me to look up to. Yea, he comes back once in a while, but more often than not, I'm supposed to be the 'man of the house'. HA. But when's there's somebody else called your 'MOTHER' ruling the household, instead of having a male role model to look up to, I'm now looking up to a female role model. Which means, i'm more exposed to how women react to problems and everything, than how men do.

That explains why i totally CRUMBLE so easily. I can't take pressure and stress; I get worked up and pissed easily; I usually order drinks meant for females without knowing it and choose the shoes that I wanna buy onlyto hear, " Sorry sir. That's for ladies."

Harhar. Are u scared?!?! Don't need to...I'm FULLY GUY, FULLY MALE, TOTALLY STRAIGHT. So what makes me a guy? God. God made me a guy.

Which means its time to start acting like one. I'm not saying Zabo's cannot make it. But right now, I'm behave totally like one. When Kel was describing his gf, totally sounded like me. And it's time to be STRONGER. Calmly solving problems, not flaring up easily, watching my language etc. Women got their way to handle stuff; and guys have theirs. It's time to be a MAN OF GOD. Hahahaha.

Anyone has parents overseas?!?! Yooohooo. Haha. God's alr solved our problem: church. Thank God for role models in church!

This gives me greater respect for dad. How he's so strong. Muscles don't really matter huh. Haha.

Yup. So look for a mentor. Of the same gender. It works:):)