Turn it Around
Yesterday, I had an escape to ECP, with somebody who happened to over sleep and miss church once again. Hahahahaha. Thx Kel it was a treasured day of rest, chillax, pouring out my frustrations and brotherly love. Good food of course. No worries we ain't gay, and Corrinne is not just a decoy. Or a tool.HAHAHAHA. Sq will get that:)
After a week of tears, I thank God for those who stuck thru and was there, and some who simply were themselves and just allowing me to be myself. Now I start the week with a new song in my heart, throwing away what's behind and looking forward to the glorious future.
Haha yay Kel has a dream like mine: To go for missions! Him, Cor, myself and God-knows-who, to God-knows-where. HA!! Impossible is nothing.
I thought maybe that was what God wanted. I was just wondering man, not that I meant it or will really do it. To be a friend who sticks through and never fails; that's all I ever wanted to be. And I still wanna be. But I guess maybe inevitably, we still disappoint others no matter how hard we try, and that's when God comes in and reminds only He is perfect. I don't know what else I can do, or try to do, but it's all up to Him from now I guess. A knot only He can untie.
10 years from now, I look back and will prob laugh at myself, maybe with a hint of disgust. For my failures to God and others, unnecessary tears etc. But i know there'll be a smile too, for the path that the Lord sets us on is the best He's given to us. He's given us His best shot; His all.
And now, I think He deserves my all and determination to press on, looking forward to the glorious future He has in store, throwing away anything that hinders and running the race.
After a week of tears, I thank God for those who stuck thru and was there, and some who simply were themselves and just allowing me to be myself. Now I start the week with a new song in my heart, throwing away what's behind and looking forward to the glorious future.
Haha yay Kel has a dream like mine: To go for missions! Him, Cor, myself and God-knows-who, to God-knows-where. HA!! Impossible is nothing.
I thought maybe that was what God wanted. I was just wondering man, not that I meant it or will really do it. To be a friend who sticks through and never fails; that's all I ever wanted to be. And I still wanna be. But I guess maybe inevitably, we still disappoint others no matter how hard we try, and that's when God comes in and reminds only He is perfect. I don't know what else I can do, or try to do, but it's all up to Him from now I guess. A knot only He can untie.
10 years from now, I look back and will prob laugh at myself, maybe with a hint of disgust. For my failures to God and others, unnecessary tears etc. But i know there'll be a smile too, for the path that the Lord sets us on is the best He's given to us. He's given us His best shot; His all.
And now, I think He deserves my all and determination to press on, looking forward to the glorious future He has in store, throwing away anything that hinders and running the race.
posted by Kevin at 5:56 PM
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