I'm a loser...SO WHAT! He Lifts Me Up!
Straight after the previous post, the next morning, mother allowed me to be a SM. Another miracle. Normal lah..it's God what :)
I feel like giving up talking to Daddy sometimes because of his laupok-kai ears. Almost everything you tell him has to be repeated at least 2 times. I had a hard time in Vietnam man frankly. And worse still, I know my ears are starting to get bad too.
Than I think about God. It seems like He has a hearing problem too. Everything must be repeated a thousand times. And maybe...just maybe prayers will get answered. Don't even know if I'm praying for the right thing. Sooooo..it gets tiring praying sometimes. I have a bad habit of not saying grace sometimes too. KEVIN LAM. WHERE ARE YOUR MANNERS?!??
Than it reminded me. It's not about the answers, but the relationship. Even if Daddy cant hear at all, will I forsake and stop talking to him? And how much more, should I keep praying!
I ran today, but started late coz the sun refused to go down. So I decided to run half the distance in case I only reach home in time for supper. Since it was half the distance, i figured I could run double the speed. MAN. How wrong. Running dosen't work in proportions man. Halfway cui already.
Suddenly a thought flashed across (during the cui part):
Run the race like you're gonna win. Don't run like you're gonna die!!
I must say there's more joy in me right now, but the number of complaints and grumbling and maybe even bitterness is still on the rise. Somehow I always think I'm gonna be at the losing end of every situation. Sometimes I just feel like sprinting until I collapse and die. If there's a car coming, let it run me down, coz I'm tired of running the race. I'm the big fat loser anyway!!
Hey dude. Run like you have plans to be prosperous and a hopeful future. Run like you're victorious! If not you're accusing God of lying in Jer 29:11!
I know I'm victorious in Christ. And I don't have to behave like a loser, complaining and cursing and swearing. I should be rejoicing in the Lord. And of course, don't stop running. I didn't okay...
I just got the purpose driven devotional, and a nice reminder it was: that God meant everything for good.
AUDIO A ROX!!!
To live your life you got to lose it
And all the losers get a crown
GET DOWN HE LIFTS ME UP! (X DUNNO HOW MANY TIMES LA)
This valley is so deep
I can barely see the sun
I cry out for mercy Lord
AND HE LIFTS ME UP AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel like giving up talking to Daddy sometimes because of his laupok-kai ears. Almost everything you tell him has to be repeated at least 2 times. I had a hard time in Vietnam man frankly. And worse still, I know my ears are starting to get bad too.
Than I think about God. It seems like He has a hearing problem too. Everything must be repeated a thousand times. And maybe...just maybe prayers will get answered. Don't even know if I'm praying for the right thing. Sooooo..it gets tiring praying sometimes. I have a bad habit of not saying grace sometimes too. KEVIN LAM. WHERE ARE YOUR MANNERS?!??
Than it reminded me. It's not about the answers, but the relationship. Even if Daddy cant hear at all, will I forsake and stop talking to him? And how much more, should I keep praying!
I ran today, but started late coz the sun refused to go down. So I decided to run half the distance in case I only reach home in time for supper. Since it was half the distance, i figured I could run double the speed. MAN. How wrong. Running dosen't work in proportions man. Halfway cui already.
Suddenly a thought flashed across (during the cui part):
Run the race like you're gonna win. Don't run like you're gonna die!!
I must say there's more joy in me right now, but the number of complaints and grumbling and maybe even bitterness is still on the rise. Somehow I always think I'm gonna be at the losing end of every situation. Sometimes I just feel like sprinting until I collapse and die. If there's a car coming, let it run me down, coz I'm tired of running the race. I'm the big fat loser anyway!!
Hey dude. Run like you have plans to be prosperous and a hopeful future. Run like you're victorious! If not you're accusing God of lying in Jer 29:11!
I know I'm victorious in Christ. And I don't have to behave like a loser, complaining and cursing and swearing. I should be rejoicing in the Lord. And of course, don't stop running. I didn't okay...
I just got the purpose driven devotional, and a nice reminder it was: that God meant everything for good.
AUDIO A ROX!!!
To live your life you got to lose it
And all the losers get a crown
GET DOWN HE LIFTS ME UP! (X DUNNO HOW MANY TIMES LA)
This valley is so deep
I can barely see the sun
I cry out for mercy Lord
AND HE LIFTS ME UP AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
posted by Kevin at 5:41 AM
1 Comments:
your blog entries mostly make me laugh! i think it's amusing because i thought i was the only person who talked to myself like that. (: hope to ketchup soon yeah?
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