Pissed

At last, we finally started DG! Yong Liang and Chris are great; thank God! It was a nice time:)

Came home, showered, went for time of prayer(fasting), fell asleep coz was so tired and got up angry. And i don't even know why. Angry with God again. Just so sudden! So moody suddenly; male pms i reckon. Maybe one reason's coz i still am so poor at hearing His voice, that i get frustrated. And i start to think: God why are You so petty and childish? If wanna tell me something, just speak lar!

Look who's the petty one.

But it's tough sometimes, when you get mixed signals from God. Don't even know if it's Him. Well i'll learn. Guess busy weeks are anger management tests.

Feel like jioing ppl out for supper tonight; the work is infinite, but my energy isn't. I can't work all the time man. With a slack project group not doing anything, i feel like giving up too man.

Take heart.