Never Gonna Be As Big As Jesus

After 4 days at the World Economic Forum (WEF), all I can say is: time to read newspapers. :):) haha no la..man but after 4 intensive days of just being alert and surrounded by big shots, you can't help but be both amazed. This is one big test of who or what you place your identity in. And these 4 days has certainly taken a toll on my spiritual life, family and friends. Thank God it's just 4 days, and I must say it's been a wonderful experience.

Amazed; amazed at how smart people can become. The depth of their content, excellant language and spontaneous analysis..oh my. My first encounter with what BRILLIANCE really is. How can somebody become so smart?!?! Awesome man those folks. You can't help but feel dumb or insignificant sometimes hehe. And the CEO of Coca-Cola was like at least 2m high, super fierce yet charismatic.

I feel like digging up my old economics textbooks and magazines and kinda 'force' myself to be interested in business, politics and economics. I'm tempted to wanna BECOME like those dudes. i know i'm not made for that though; but for His glory and not mine! Why force youself to do something that you don't like? Just coz its...'GREAT'?! Wake up Lam. Haha maybe they're all I've ever wanted to be; smart, great speakers, confident, interesting, charismatic, super deep thinkers etc.

By saying that though, i know i'm magnifying them. I'm making them bigger than they actually are, when in reality, they too will live and die, have 2 hands and feet, family and friends and even the chance of salvation. Guess we do that alot; magnifying everything else on this earth, including our problems. But i know of course, only God deserves that. And he deserves to be magnified because we can never fathom how big is He. WE CAN NEVER 'OVER-MAGNIFY' GOD. Simply too big.

I skipped the celebration coz i was tired. Or maybe just my introverted side dominating. Yea I don't like big parties and stuff, except church ppl! Some ppl still can squeeze out the extro part of me, so i give thx for them:)

In case you get similar cases to mine above, remember this song! No one's gonna ever be as big as Jesus, and it's a comfort we're in the hands of da biggest.

Never Gonna Be As Big As Jesus by Audio Adrenaline

I could move to hollywood
Get my teeth capped I know I could
Be a big star on the silver screen
Just like james dean I could be a star
I could climb the corporate ladder
Buy, sell, and liquidate
Maybe be just like the beatles
Melodic, rocking heavyweights
I could learn to sing and dance
If I only had a chance
I could be a big rock star

I could be anything I wanted to
I wanted to
I could be anything but one things true
Never gonna be as big as jesus
Never gonna hold the world in my hand
Never gonna be as big as jesus
Never gonna build a promised land
But thats alright okay with me

I could build a tower to heaven
Get on top and touch the sky
I could write a million songs
All designed to glorify
I could be about as good
Good as any human could
But that wont get me by

I could be anything I wanted to
I wanted to
I could do anything but one things true
Never gonna be as big as jesus
Never gonna hold the world in my hand
Never gonna be as big as jesus
Never gonna build a promised land
But thats alright okay with me

Great song:) Ah still struggling with loneliness. Nvm Wee Teck my new best fren, coz he gets that too. HAHAHA.