Sunday, August 12, 2007

God is for me; NEVER against me

God's agenda above mine. It's alright if things don't go the way I want. Because when we follow God's agenda, things will be BETTER than what we wanted. He knows best.

I wanted to pray for Rudy after service, to try and look at the needs of others instead of my own, especially after the sermon, which reminded that it's not about me. But then he finished sharing, and asked me how I was. And just at that moment, Derek Ho started playing "I Could Sing", which at that very minute, seemed like the most emo song ever composed. I couldn't take it. I'm just scared and confused. No one saw though, and that's good in a way.

It feels as though God's against me sometimes, and that He's playing around with my life. Can't trace His hand, yet difficult to trust His heart too. Getting back to the simple fact that God's good all the time. ALL THE TIME.

Father I surrender all my fears into Your hands, knowing that I'm walking in Your will and that there's nothing to be afraid of in Your presence. Help me focus on You and place Your agenda above mine, looking at the needs of others and trusting in Your perfect ways. It's not about me. Amen.

Anyway, went to study after church with 2 crazy people, and I thank God for them. Exams!!!!!! But that means holidays soon. To all who are still trapped in the cruel world of studies: JIAYOU.

Blessed week all.

Thursday, August 09, 2007

You are so Faithful

Everytime we look back in time and see how God has brought us through a period, His faithfulness can bring tears to eyes.

I was walking back from school, and that was going to be one of the last times I'll be walking back from school. The same route, for 3 years. Yea not the best 3 years of my life, and not exactly bonded to Ngee Ann. Not like a very prestigious place to be in anyway. Not the closest of friends there either, though I thank God for many. i didn't really bring anyone to Christ either. Well not yet.

God dosen't always put us in placest we love, but places where we'll learn, grow and do His mighty work. Placest which will prepare us for the next one.

Yea the hardest times were experienced here, and here I am, still alive and kickin, stronger than ever. I'm ready for ARMY.

Ok wait attachment first. Do you see a link between....BUSINESS STUDIES and ANIMAL FOOD? YES? NO?

Right now, i don't see much huh. HAHA. But that's exactly where i'm posted to! Some place in Leng Kee Road. Shan't mention the company name here, since they told us not to blog about it. But I'm excited!!!!! Coz i think i'll have so much more time for ministry and to chill and all that! I hope!!!

Supper with mother. TATA!!!

Little Miss Maverick

How on earth did God think of something like that? Cutest boy ever.

PS: Pls ignore the guy's shirt in the background. I hope we're looking at just half the word.

Rain Down

Thank You for making Singapore what she is today, and making me part of her :) Happy Birthday!

Birthday wish: THAT THERE WILL BE REVIVAL IN THIS NATION.

Jesus Christ is coming to town!

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

Love your Neighbour

It's over! Yea we got a miserable C, while the others...pointless comparing huh. It's over anyway!

Supposed to go for DG today, and I really wanted to go. But after the presentation, I just needed the company of great frens. Thank you SQ and Aud. Made my day.

Who am I to judge? The clay don't say to each other: " Dude you're ugly man!" The other replies: "Dude you're made by the same Potter!"

No right to judge our fellow bros and sis, since we're made by the same Hands. Sure there're flaws in them. But wait. Ain't that intended by the Maker?

Love your neighbour. Yea i've failed badly so far, but the Maker is there pushing me; guiding me; moulding me.

Love your neighbour. Why try to break each other when the Potter is pleased with who he or she is?

Love your neighbour. Nothing is impossible.

Impossible is nothing.

Just do it.